here comes the night

feeling sad
feeling bad
feeling lost
feeling tossed
i plead to  God, Buddha, Kwan Yin
for compassion and healing
I dissappointed my daughters
when I got sick
I let them down
I'm so sorry
I wish it wasn't so
am I still real
or have I disappeared off the radar
get me thru the night
breathing in and breathing out
stillness