Lost

Feeling like giving up
trying to find a way to go on
life seems to be passing me by
how to get up and take dharma for a walk
failing
shame of
needing to take medication to cope with pain
failure as a mother, grandmother, failure as a person
what's the point anymore
feel like I'm spinning my wheels
present moment
sad moment
too many sad moments
not enough joy
burden
lost in the realm called illness
go, get up and go
why is body stuck
lost, lost, in the sea
where did things go wrong